i cannot study.
damnit.
but luckily i did some math before they came.
hahahs.
okays.
not that bad.
but i dont have a decent table.
cos they took the mahjong table and play mahjong.
my brother and friends.
playing majong.
one called jimmy seriously look soo alike to kay hian.
oh gosh.
they're as if siblings.
gees.
no mood to study also.
i soooo urghh!
give me a gun and i'll shoot my brother umpteen times!
NOW!
i'm sooo blusted with anger and cannt be descrived feelings.
seeing him just corrupt my mind.
!#%&*&%#@
give me a gun someone?
hahahahahah!
been drowning myself with water these days.
i donno why.
uh-huh.
i'm soooo afraid facing my results.
soo screwed myself up.
wanna shut myself out.
seriously.
but definitely i cannot do that.
yepps.
my brother's sooo pain in the neck still.
i'll just slap him left right centre.
lock him someone far far away.
and bomb him!!
may he be long lost forever.
not coming back.
i guess thats the best way getting rid of him.
anyone have got better ideas?
please tag and tell me okays.
hah!
he'll be soo dead.
i'm sooo gonna attack him.
shooooooooot him!!!!
okays.
thats enough.
i'm looking forward to some things.
but afraid to look into some things once again.
its still there.
but somehow i aint sure.
thats bcos i'm tooo unspoken.
by how they reacted.
i should try no more to think that hard.
just complete my studies and get outta here.
dont wanna see their faces anymore.
but i see them almst every skool day.
some are even my friends.
how?
no idea.
just keep to myself.
i guess its a better way out.
its gonna get tougher now.
no more the easy way out for me.
to face them, i donno.
they face me with every horrible words.
thats all i'm gonna say.
not gonna elaborate further
hope all goes well for me.((: