and wouldn't be for maybe the rest of my life.
everything i do.
mum's bound to be unhappy.
even if i run an errand for her.
she'll never say anything at all.
its like i'm her MAID okay.
or a slave.
just like tdy.
i saw the stack of clothes unfolded.
i did tot of folding.
but i didn't have time to.
was meeting my friend.
and didn't wanna be late.
i planned of doing it when i'm back.
and before i could do it, she scolded me.
okay.
blahh blahh.
i was like.
you didn't even give me a chance to say a single shit at all.
and you just ranted your head off.
i was so fcuking mad and sad.
she told me to do EVERYTHING myself from now on.
i was like FINE!
SO BEE IT okay!
NONE of the people in this house is gonna talk to me cos i chose not to.
i'm soooo gonna shut myself up.
and not talk to anyone.
i'll study my head offf alright?
soooo that all of you will be gloating with JOY!
how i wished i never come into this world at all.
she expects me to study soooo hard even afta exams.
she told me Os are the impt exams.
not as if i donno that.
but can you give me at the least a FEW hours of break.
i'm not asking for MONTHS.
just HOURS okay.
i asked her nicely ystd afta exams.
all she said was "again?! your Os are coming!!!"
she said that i should be studying hard instead of keeping thinking of relaxation.
i'm tired.
what i plan to do from now on.
STUDY. EAT. SLEEP.
thats MY LIFE now.
until i donno when.
i will only have the company of this lonely com for abt 3 or 2 hours a week.
yepps.
my mum taught me to be selfish.
isn't she a great mum or something?!
hahahahah!
i seriously hate her to the core sometimes.
she's just so fcuked up!
arghhh!
dont wanna talk abt her no more.
shall talk abt something better.
went to lavender tdy.
with shan pheng.
uh-huh.
bought some textile for my art work.
then we headed to marina square.
walk walk ard.
eated.
went home.
theres skool tml.
getting back of results just simply bring my bad nightmares.
i just had one the previous day.
oh gosh.
made me cannt sleep.
wah lau.
i hate this.
i'm gonna shut myself up and keep everything to myself.
live alone.
and ignore everyone in this stupid house.
damn.
i'm being anti-social okay.
if you dont like it.
get lost.
dont bother talking to me.
lalalalalala~