11 oct 2009,sunday.
apparently,i will tend to be in situations where i'm on the verge of exploding so badly.
why do emotions take so much control over us?
it's just so weird.
though it can't be figured out and it all boils down to the persons mentality afterall.
but then again,why oh why?
when people stop talking and start talking there'll be questionings going on in my head.
when people do certain things and act like nothing it'll bring much more queries and doubts.
and when people are hestiant,doubtful and fickle-minded,it makes me much more annoyed.
i havent have had many good days for the past week.
cause there's so much going on and there's so much on my mind.
my brain and head is just this size.
but its stretching and fighting inside like a battle is about to begin.
i can be that imaginative enough to think that my head being divided into 2 parts.
and at both sides with with shields and swords.
it's just so depressing isn't it?
i wonder how long will it officially snap?
(: