so far.
this is the worse it'll be.
and this time round,
its not the same anymore.
if you think that things would naturally be as it is as smoothly.
then let me correct you.
cos apparently;
you've been taking things for granted.
i've made up my mind.
and i'm disappointed much.
because i couldn't stick with it.
i guess all i need now is a fairies to appear in my dreams.
it'll definietely help me alot.
my last week wasn't a good one.
because after all the happenings;
i did understand things more,
i did tried many things and such.
i realised how much effort it takes to put on a mask and glue it on your skin.
sucha faker totally.
i donno.
enough of all this already,
its been very tiring and bad.
all i can do now is to just keep things as it is.
and so,
i managed for a good rest after so long.
i skipped work ystd.
thinking that no one would be home.
but then i was wrong.
should've really went to work seriously.
damn.
anw.
i slept alot and watched my dramas and movies.
these are things that really keep me occupied already.
hah!
i want to go shoppingggggggggggggggggg.
i want to skip schoool.
i want to sleep.
i want to watch movie.
i want to go overseas.
i want to go to the playground.
i want the swing.
i want fairies to appear in my dreams.
thats random because i'm feeling lousy.
i need something.
thats all! ((:
is it me or is it you?