Friday, September 28, 2007

something's terribly wrong with stupid blogger.
(or maybe my lappy? aye.)
i donno whats freaking wrong.
because on my lappy,
cannot log into blogger.

god-damnit.
cannot update. :(
HAHAH.
well,
at first whenever i want to update.
too lazy.
now i dont have the chance to;
i wanna update so badly.
stupid right?
hahas.
whatever.
so how am i updating?
with miss nice allison's lappy.
she let me use while she sit there and stone.
though there wont be any ppt today.
its gonna be a debate.
i really hope that it'll end early.
but somehow,
i've this feeling that we'll still end the same no matter what.
aiya.
i'm feeling so tired.
really wanna sleep.
but then at the same time i feel so awake.
but but but!
the thought that weekends are here;
i'm happier than happy already.
so far school's been okay for me.
just the fact that i've got problems waking up every single day.
i feel that i think too much,
talk too much,
feel too much,
wonder too much,
hope too much;
dream too much.
maybe all the time,
nothing seems to be improving to me?
though i dont wanna talk about it that much;
it keeps reminding me all the time whenever i'm not occupied.
all i need now is someone to grant me my wishes now.
because i really want things to change?
ever since i've made this decision;
everything have taken a turn!
and i cannot really regret on anything cause apparrently it's what i did.
hai.
so much have happened,
and it's all because of you.
ohh yes.
i guess shopping would heal me for now.
cause other than shopping;
my brain just tells me that and only that.

so shopping shopping and more shopping!
ha!
0000000-kay.
thats all! (((:



i really hope;
but you dont know me afterall.