training on thursday was really fun.
like i finally felt some sense of achievement in me.
cos i think its been sometime since i did someting fruitful.
HAHA.
anw.
training made me somehow feel better.
cos i laughed till i teared.
reallllllly funny.
my throat felt like its tearing apart somewhen on thursday.
so i thought when i wake up the next day,
everything's gonna be okay.
but then, still the same.
hai.
so went for shine on sat.
really nice experience and game for me.
never wanna go such places again.
so ulu.
why they like to hold it at some ulu place.
the weather wasn't really nice.
mr. sun didn't come out much.
only for a few mins.
it rained sun and rained and sun and rained.
and it goes on and on till we left the place.
so when i woke up ystd.
cough cough and cough.
sneeze sneeze and sneeze.
hate the coughing part the most!
aint no changes.
not getting any better.
since its a sunday today,
it'll be a monday tml.
or rather in a few mins time.
to add on,
tml's module suck!
ayyyyy.
lately,
i've been thinking alot.
i could've been able to see you if i stayed on just a lill longer.
missed twice already.
nvm.
i guess its time i should look for you instead.
miss you really much.
anyhows.
i feel disappointed, sad, unhappy, unloved, emo.
i'm not sure why.
but its definitely about you.
i donno what to say.
plans have been made.
then suddenly you told me that things would change cos you need to head back there.
and all i could say was to tell you to do whatever you want to.
cos i'm in no position to tell you what to do or whatsoever not.
so the decision lies with you.
actually,
does it really matter to you?
i dont think so.
you said that i dont trust you.
but in the first place;
shouldn't you at least try and make me have faith in you?
sometimes your words make me really doubtful of you.
should i believe you or not.
i shouldn't have started it;
cos now,
its more than difficult to put it to a stop.
if i rejected it,
things won't be the same anymore.
maybe time would help me to put a stop to everything.
and that includes you.
i've no mood to continue anymore.
tata! ((:
i miss you badly.
and i know you already left me.