HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!
yesterday's dinner out with everyone was great?
in the end,
we waited for everyone to arrive.
kinda weird.
and at first;
everything was really in a mess.
but at the end of the day,
we still managed to do something abt it.
had fun definietely!
YAY!
ice-cream cake was yummylicious.
the knife part was funny.
cause stupid peter wanted me to take the knife and walk around,
mad la.
i'll get caught by the police if i did that.
HAHA.
ohh wells,
i skipped orientation ystd.
i guess it ended at 11pm la.
there was night activities.
but still, i didn't go.
cos i bet it kinda suck too.
school's starting like erm on monday already.
and i'm so not very ready;
cos my class isn't that nice after all.
but i doubt i'll have any choice.
so i've to stick with whatever it is.
uh-huh!
anw,
there's work later la.
but then i dont feel like going.
hate the feeling of like being lonely.
makes me emo more only.
i dont have the mood to work today.
i tried to force a smile. (((:
your prescence was satisfying.
but what you did made me think much of your relationship.
i'm left in a lost state whenever you give me that look.
i can't seem to understand or even know you again.
cause to me; some words are just plain lies.
and the truth will never be revealed to me.
i think if you tell me the truth personally;
i'll definietely break down terribly.
cos if the truth's really what i thought actually.
then i guess all i can do is to keep this secret to myself.
i miss your hand.