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life aint getting any better as yet. its already november when i keep feeling that theres just sth missing. sth uncomplete. i feel sho darn empty inside me. my parents had been making ridiculous remarks and sometimes even being unreasonable at times. how sadddening. *sobs. my brother had won a phone from his prom last night. how lucky can he get! i'm just nt as fortunate as he is right nw alright. i'm just being JEALOUS ! hahas. just been doing some cleaning at home. sometimes i really tink that i shouldn't be here? wateva lahhs. everything's nt right. thats all i know.